Chapter 95 Donor, please respect yourself
Chapter 95 Donor, please respect yourself
Ke Lan took a leave of absence, got up early in the morning, went downstairs to have breakfast, and set off with Miao Yin.
From here, it takes more than ten hours to drive to Yulin on the expressway. Miaoyin can't drive, so I have to stop and rest for a while when I reach the service area on the road. When I arrive in Yulin County, it is almost dark.
Miao Yin recalled the previous experience of taking a taxi back to the mountain, so she vaccinated Ke Lan in advance: "It is difficult to walk on the mountain at night."
There is a winding road at the foot of the mountain, and the road to Yulin Nunnery on the mountainside is a dirt road.
Ke Lan hummed, looking like an old driver, and said, "It's okay, I'm a good driver."
Miaoyin was in a trance for a moment, her thoughts wandered.
Ke Lan didn't mean that at first, but felt that the atmosphere fell silent, as if something was wrong, she looked sideways at Miaoyin, and laughed instantly.
Miaoyin was a little embarrassed by her smile, and couldn't keep her face off.
Ke Lan smiled and said, "Don't think about yellow, I am very pure."
Miao Yin: "..."
The two of them were talking, so they didn't feel that the time passed slowly. When they arrived at Yulin Nunnery, it was only after eight o'clock.
Miaoyin's mood was obviously different, she walked much faster, like a bird anxious to return to its nest at night, Ke Lan followed her, frowning worriedly.
Miaoyin knocked on the big wooden door, turned her head and smiled and said to Ke Lan: "The mountain is closed when it gets dark, and I didn't tell them I'm coming back."
Ke Lan nodded.
There was a thick iron gate hanging outside the wooden gate, and there was a rattling sound when it was slapped, and there was movement in the yard soon, footsteps were heard everywhere, and it could be heard that they were leaving quickly.
"Little uncle?"
Miaoyin responded.
As soon as the door opened, Ming Tang looked at Miao Yin in surprise, "Why are you back again?"
Ke Lan came out from behind Miaoyin and said, "She will start school in a few days, and she wants to come back and rest for a few days."
After Mingtang was pleasantly surprised, his expression was a little unnatural, and after a few seconds of dullness, he turned around and asked someone to come in, saying, "You're hungry, I'm going to order some noodles."
Ke Lan and Miaoyin went in, only to find that the lights in several rooms were on, but they were all quiet.
The three of them walked into the yard, and the people in the house came out. Everyone was surprised to see Miaoyin, but their expressions were a little unnatural, and they greeted Ke Lan again, and before Miaoyin could speak, he said, "Thank you, benefactor Ke, for sending me the gift. She's back, she should be busy now, right?"
Speaking of Ke Lan, Miaoyin took back what she was about to ask.
The senior sister said kindly: "We don't have many rooms here, or..."
Ke Lan nodded, and said frankly: "I'll just sleep with Miaoyin, don't bother me."
Miaoyin's eyebrows twitched, and she hummed.
Several people were somewhat surprised. After all, after Miaoyin knew that there were no ghosts in the world, she no longer liked to sleep with other people. Nor make friends.
How can you sleep with Ke Lan after only knowing each other for two months?
"Then I'll move that folding bed in later."
Ke Lan nodded with a smile.
After all, the relationship between the two of them cannot be announced for the time being, especially here.
Miaoyin frowned, looked sideways at Ke Lan, pursed her lips, and stopped the senior sister who was going to move the bed, and said, "No need."
Ke Lan turned to look at her in surprise.
Others also failed to react for a while.
Miao Yin seemed to be explaining, and said: "She will go back tomorrow, and she will only stay for one night."
But when this explanation is spoken out, it becomes even weirder. There is nothing wrong with the logic, but in logic, the more you listen, the more it seems that the relationship is extraordinary.
After all, this can only be said by the guest himself, not by the host.
Miaoyin herself also noticed this subtle difference, but she didn't escape. Although her expression was still a little unnatural, she was calm.
She thought about it for herself, everyone in Yulin Nunnery is her family, and it is impossible for her feelings and her other half to be hidden from others, especially when she came back last time, everyone You should be able to guess the relationship between Ke Lan and himself.
But in fact, no one really thinks about that. After all, they are two girls, so they all think that Miaoyin has made good friends, so they treat Ke Lan very kindly and friendly.
Those close to her seemed to regard her as one of their own, and asked her what she wanted to eat, must she be tired along the way, and whether she was busy with work...
Miaoyin breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled slightly at Ke Lan.
Ke Lan raised her eyebrows, knowing in her heart that Miaoyin must have misunderstood. This child is very naive in terms of brains and sophistication. She laughed a little, but now is definitely not a good time to point it out.
Ke Lan divided up the gifts he bought for everyone, and then went to Miaoyin's room with his luggage.
This Yulin Nunnery is indeed very old. All the houses are made of blue bricks and blue tiles, with a very old architectural style. The wooden framed doors and windows are not big. There is a bed, a wardrobe, a desk and a chair in the room. They are all made of wood. On the desk are scripture books and copybooks, as well as a pen holder with two pens inserted.
Ke Lan took a look at it and asked, "You made this pen holder yourself, too?"
It is not polished and painted, it is the color of the wood itself, and some details are not as round and smooth as the ones bought.
Miaoyin hummed, put the box next to the closet, took out the quilt from the closet, and said, "It's cold in the mountains at night, please sit down for a while, I'll go see Master."
Ke Lan put down the pen holder, and said softly, "I'll be with you."
Miaoyin frowned slightly, and after hesitating for a few seconds, she nodded and said, "Okay."
The two of them came out and closed the door, followed the blue brick eaves outside, and walked forward to Jingku's room.
On the way, Ke Lan held Miaoyin's hand and said with emotion: "I really didn't expect it."
Really, when I pinpointed my identity, I just thought Miaoyin wouldn't resist her too much, but I didn't expect them to be together in the end.
Miaoyin hummed, and stood at the door of Jingku, hesitating for a moment.
Once you step through this door, you are officially honest with Master.
The door of the room was closed, but the lights in the room were on, indicating that the person was still asleep.
Miaoyin knocked on the door and said, "Master, are you asleep?"
Ke Lan suddenly raised his heart, and immediately asked 233: "Is Jing Ku still alive?"
At the same time, an old and feeble voice sounded in the room, slowly saying: "I'm not asleep, come in."
Ke Lan breathed a sigh of relief.
As soon as the door was pushed open, there was an "old man's smell" in the room. No one could escape this link when they were old. Even if the other people in the nunnery took good care of her, they couldn't hide the death breath of her dying.
Ke Lan was very sensitive to the breath of being about to leave the world, and when his eyes fell on the person lying on the bed, he frowned.
Jing Ku looked a lot thinner than when she met last time, but it might be because Miao Yin came back, and she seemed to be in good spirits.
Jing Ku leaned against the head of the bed and sat up, looked at Miao Yin kindly, and said, "Why are you back now?"
Miaoyin walked over, sat on the small bench beside the bed, nodded quietly and said, "School is about to start, Ke Lan said to send me back to rest for a few days."
It was the first time that Ke Lan heard Miaoyin talk about herself when she was talking to others, and she said her name, not "Ke benefactor". This feeling is quite strange.
Jing Ku understood what was going on in an instant. She looked up at Ke Lan in surprise, then nodded with a smile, and said, "So you're talking about her, so I'm relieved."
Although she was a little surprised, she guessed it more or less. After all, there is no one who can be trusted by Miaoyin and can be entangled in pain, except for this one.
Ke Lan nodded in respect.
Miao Yin didn't seem to expect that Master's reaction would be so calm, without any surprise or objection.
The two talked for a while, Jing Ku raised his head and looked at Ke Lan.
Ke Lan understood, nodded and said to Miaoyin: "Talk first, it's the first time I come to the mountain at night, it feels different from the daytime, I'll go for a walk."
When she went out, she closed the door behind her.
Only Jing Ku and Miao Yin were left in the room, and Miao Yin lowered her head and said, "It's her."
Jing bitterly hummed, clapped Miaoyin's hand, and said frankly: "Ke benefactor is really a good person, otherwise I wouldn't have given you to her in the morning, but two girls have to bear more pressure than others Many, relatives and friends, social relations, children, work, you have to be mentally prepared.”
Miaoyin nodded and said, "I've thought about all of this. She has a special job now. It's fine if we don't disclose our relationship. I don't care about that, and she doesn't value other people's opinions."
Jing sighed bitterly, shook her head and said: "I'm not worried about this, I'm just worried. People's hearts."
Miaoyin bowed her head and hummed.
Jing Ku said: "The last time you came back, I told you that if you want to experience the world of mortals, you must be able to pick it up and let it go. Let me ask you, when you choose to go to Master Ke, do you want to pick it up? Or do you want to let it go? ?”
Miaoyin was silent for a moment, then wanted to speak again, but closed her mouth.
Ke Lan stood outside the door, looking up at the moon in the sky. As a system, she knew very well that everything in this world is made up of data, but as Ke Lan, she felt that looking at the moon here seems to be clearer than at the bottom of the mountain. many.
Brighter and cooler.
She followed the shadow of the tree slowly and walked forward, as silent as her own shadow.
233 suddenly said: "Actually..."
"Don't say it." Ke Lan interrupted it, was silent for a few seconds, and said calmly: "Don't tell me, I know."
She knows that Miaoyin is a smart but paranoid person, and she will never look back on the path she believes in. For Miaoyin, Yulin Temple is both faith and home, everything in the past and the future, and she should be regarded as an accident to Miaoyin. It was probably a painful and wonderful accident, but accidents must end, and she can fully understand Miao Yin.
This task has been doomed from the very beginning, and to help Miaoyin experience the world of mortals, the implied meaning of this request is self-evident.
To experience the world of mortals is to let go, but to love someone is to pick up.
After Miaoyin was silent for a moment, she knew that no matter what she said, it was useless, and the master must understand.
But Jing Ku just watched her silently, waiting for her to speak.
Miaoyin pursed her lips, and whispered in frustration, "...I don't know either."
Jing Ku raised his hand, touched Miao Yin's hand comfortingly with his skinny old wooden hand, and asked her: "Do you think you can let go now?"
Miao Yin shook her head without hesitation.
She couldn't, couldn't even think about it.
Jingku's eyes were full of wisdom, and he said: "Then hold on tightly, your life is very long, not only Yulin Nunnery, but not only us. Skins and Buddha statues, life experience and temples are all illusions, you have to Know what you really want, not what binds you, I let you pick it up, your heart wants to pick it up, I just gave you a reason."
Miaoyin sat on the spot, looked up at Jingku, in a daze.
"You child, you have been like this since you were a child. You know that there are no ghosts, but you will still be afraid. You have to be told." Jing Ku looked at her and sighed, "But no one can accompany you for the rest of your life. You have to recognize the value of your own existence, recognize You yourself, don't use foreign objects as your standard, and don't be bound by the environment."
Miaoyin covered her face and lay on the side of the bed. The world is safe and secure, and the law is worthy of the Tathagata. She chooses whoever she chooses is a betrayal, and hesitation is even more harmful. But she can't let go of both sides, so she can't take that step on her own initiative. , so painful.
"I know." Miaoyin said in a dull voice, with a little vibrato and determination that could not be easily detected, "I chose her, and I will never let her down."
Jing Ku frowned, opened it again, and slowly comforted her, saying: "What you can't live up to is love. If you have love and righteousness today, then you have to afford it. In the future, when you decide to break the love, you have to let it go. Finally, you can let it go." The important thing is you, this is my selfishness, who doesn't want their own children to be good?"
Miaoyin suppressed and did not make a sound. After a while, her shoulders shrugged uncontrollably. When she raised her head, her eyes were full of tears, and her voice choked up, "Master, are you...are you not well?"
"I'm getting old." Jing Ku smiled, the deep wrinkles on his face pulled age spots, "Reincarnation of life and death is a common thing, and I'm not a fairy, if I live again, I really only have to suffer."
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